When...

When new love quickly becomes old love, lost love, why do thoughts of previous lovers re-enter our minds? Do we seek our "security blankets" with whom we had shared so many past experiences? What could they possibly offer us when we had so quickly pulled the rug up from under their feet? Isn't it just an endless web of giving and taking our love...sharing and separating...wanting and then losing? At some point, this vicious cycle ends for most people. I know that for me there will be a day, and until that day comes I wait patiently...re-visiting old memories, discovering new hopes and dreams, continually searching my soul for who I am now and who I will be when....