We broke up.

And it hurt...a lot. I am still reeling from the split and wondering if this is permanent or just a break. Weren't we just getting serious? And what is "ready" anyway? There are still so many unanswered questions and I hope to get some answers next time we meet. I would prefer to see him face-to-face and have another conversation. Are the broken bits fixable? Are there changes worth making? Do we have enough patience to make it work? Only time will tell, everyone says. And until the day I "know" I will remember that I AM GOING TO BE OKAY. That I AM OKAY now and I am getting better. Ugh.